| So I've kinda been updating my old taintedreamz site and haven't posted it on this yet...
This name has too many underscores lol.
xanga.com/taintedreamz |
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| Yeah so
everything is my fault.
I GET IT
thanks
bye
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| So I was lying in bed last night... and I realized
My name is IREEN.
WHAT THE HELL WERE MY PARENTS THINKING!?!?
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| The other night, I was talking to my brother about how no one keeps their promises anymore.
And I was right. No one does. Not even myself.
I promised, while sitting in my circle of friends, in front of all of them; it was my "SOS wish."
I promised my mother,
I promised him,
and I promised myself.
I almost went an entire year...
I thought I was okay.
Old habits die hard.
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes,
I am precious in God's eyes.
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| And it's weird.
I'm happy and sad at the same time. I was ready to come home, but once you get used to living at a place with people it's hard to part from the whole thing. It's funny, this kind of stuff usually doesn't hit me until I get home. When I'm saying goodbye, the thought that I may never see this person ever again doesn't even cross my mind. Sometimes I think certain things are better without goodbyes. That way, you never really cut it clean, and there's no mark of the end, really. But there always is an end... and it's hard to believe that I'm even here right now. In Jersey, in my house. The past six weeks almost seem unreal. I'll miss it all: my residence counselors, the people in my hall, my hot professor, the gorgeous campus, my freedom. I miss my roomie to death, even though I don't think she ever really liked me much.
And I'm exhausted, and I start work tomorrow and my dad's friend's dental office. Yay.
And I was walking down to Dunkin Donuts today and I was like... yo. When did this house get here. And my little brother is taller than me now, and my older brother now has a girlfriend. What the hell!?
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